Sunday, October 13, 2013

A500.9.4.RB_DiazBrian



When I decided to pursue my Master’s degree in Leadership to be quite honest I didn’t know what to expect academically.  I assumed that I would need to dedicate a lot of time to my studies.  I assumed that it would require sacrificing family time and time with friends.  Those assumptions were confirmed.  What I did not know was how impactful the lessons I would learn would be to my everyday life. 
 
I enjoyed all of the information we were able to learn from the class text Learning to think things through: A guide to critical thinking across the curriculum.  I never knew thinking could be so complex. I learned that critical thinking involved elements and standards of reasoning.  I learned that reflection is a prominent feature of critical thinking.  I think one of the most important key features I learned was to ask questions.  I think that in the past I didn’t ask questions because I never really challenged myself to consider whether or not what I was being told was true.  Or I never asked myself whether or not a task I was assigned could be done in different manner.


This course has given me the opportunity to make changes in my personal and professional life.  The action research we learned to do is a perfect example.  I took what I learned in the course and applied it to my job.  I found myself assessing my performance and ways to improve it.  The process is trial and error but I think the results have benefited me.  By structuring my day in a certain manner I have found that I have become more efficient in my productivity.
The only negative experience I endured over the last 9 weeks was the guilt I felt about not spending enough time with my family.  In retrospect I think my own father may have had the same feelings as I was growing up.  Our lives seemed to parallel to a certain degree.  We both waited until later in life to marry and start families.  My father in his late 30’s and me in my mid 30’s.  My father worked very hard to provide for a family of four boys.  He has been married to my mom for nearly forty years and is my role model.  It wasn’t until the last few years that we began saying that we loved one another.  In his generation men did not convey those kind of feelings verbally.  It was something that was always understood.  I recognized as he began to move into his late 70’s that if I never said those words to him and the day came that I could no longer say them, that I would regret not saying them.  Now we tell each other constantly how we feel and it is beautiful.  My dad never had the time to kick the soccer ball around with me when I was little or time to take me to the park.  But he was always there at my soccer games.  He always encouraged me to be the best at anything I put my mind to. He always had time to give me great advice.  At nearly 80 years old his body may not be as strong as it once was but his mind remains as sharp as ever.  He amazes me with his insight on current events and his natural talent of “seeing things” that others may not even consider.  I try to remind myself that these two years will go by fast and my son will still be young enough for his “old man” to kick the soccer ball around with him and even teach him a lesson or two on a skateboard.


Caiden Diaz and the “old man” Luis R. Diaz Sr. Father’s Day 2013

I think the University and yourself do an amazing job at providing help to support learning.  I believe I only had to reach out once during the term for assistance and you were able to help me right away.  Even though this is not the traditional classroom course I am accustomed to the way the course was structured I felt very in tune with my classmates.  I liked the interaction I had through our discussion boards and felt it was very beneficial to see and hear the thoughts of my classmates.  I didn’t feel like I was alone in this journey and that others were sharing the same experience as myself.  I really didn’t know what to expect to learn in this class but was enlightened with the material and tools I gained.  I think my favorite assignment was the presentation.  It not only made me reflect on the previous assignments that I completed, it gave me an opportunity to express myself and posed the greatest challenge.  I am eager to use these skills in the future when I am in a position of leadership to help connect with my team members.  As an ERAU employee I look forward to growing with this organization and in the back of my head I am mindful that there may a greater purpose in my life.  Only time will tell.  I can see myself using this degree to open many doors to me in the future.  I just have to consider which one I will walk through.


What do I expect from my future classes?  Hmm…  I expect to learn many great lessons that I will be able to use in my everyday life.  I expect to work harder than I’ve ever worked in my life.  I expect to continue to establish meaningful relationships with my classmates.  But most of all I expect to one day have the opportunity to become a respected, contributional, and inspirational leader. 

No comments:

Post a Comment